missing babies

Well, I'm at work. I look at my blog often to show off their pictures, but mostly just to look at them. I'm really missing them right now. Which is inconvenient with breast feeding...My milk lets down and now I'm full and uncomfortable, just wanting to go home and breast feed... Trying not to cry, trying to think of how we can afford for me to stay home for a few more months, knowing it is not possible (unless we win the lottery, which we haven't bought a ticket for). I don't think Beau has any idea how hard it is for me...